Linthwaite, Illona (ed.);
Ain't I a Woman! : Classic Poetry by Women From Around the World
Virago Press London 1987 / Contemporary Books Chicago 1999
ISBN 0809225344
topics: | poetry | translation | anthology
[tr. Kathleen Weaver]
Between sea-foam and the tide
his back rises
while afternoon in solitude
went down.
I held his black eyes, like grasses
among brown Pacific shells.
I held his fine lips
like a salt boiling in the sands.
I held, at last, his incense-chin
under the sun.
A boy of the world over me
and Biblical songs
modeled his legs, his ankles
and the grapes of his sex
and the raining hymns that sprang
from his mouth
entwining us like two seafarers
lashed to the uncertain sails of love.
In his arms, I live.
In his hard arms I longed to die
like a wet bird.
I have learned not to worry about love; but to honor its coming with all my heart. To examine the dark mysteries of the blood with headless heed and swirl, to know the rush of feelings swift and flowing as water. The source appears to be some inexhaustible spring within our twin and triple selves; the new face I turn up to you no one else on earth has ever seen.
"Mother, I long to get married, I long to be a bride; I long to lay by that young man, And close to by his side; Close to by his side, O how happy I should be; For I'm young and merry and almost weary Of my virginity." "Daughter, I was twenty before that I was wed, And many a long and lonesome mile I carried my maidenhead. "O mother that may be, But it's not the case with me; For I'm young and merry and almost weary Of my virginity.
(p.170)
The woman in the spiked device
that locks around the waist and between
the legs, with holes in it like a tea strainer
is Exhibit A.
The woman in black with a net window
to see through and a four-inch
wooden peg jammed up
between her legs so she can't be raped
is Exhibit B.
Exhibit C is the young girl
dragged into the bush by the midwives
and made to sing while they scrape the flesh
from between her legs, then tie her thighs
till she scabs over and is called healed.
Now she can be married.
For each childbirth they'll cut her
open, then sew her up.
Men like tight women.
The ones that die are carefully buried.
The next exhibit lies flat on her back
while eighty men a night
move through her, ten an hour.
She looks at the ceiling, listens
to the door open and close.
A bell keeps ringing.
Nobody knows how she got here.
You'll notice that what they have in common
is between the legs. Is this
why wars are fought?
Enemy territory, no man's
land, to be entered furtively,
fenced, owned but never surely,
scene of these desperate forays
at midnight, captures
and sticky murders, doctors' rubber gloves
greasy with blood, flesh made inert, the surge
of your own uneasy power.
This is no museum.
Who invented the word love?